My Little Drummer Boy

Warning: You may want to turn down the volume for this one.

Click here for the longer version.... if you're willing to pop a couple dramamine.

As for me, I'm back on track. I'm feeling better. I have to move on from any mistakes I make and remind myself I'm doing the best I can. I am looking forward to a great weekend with my son. He hasn't had any close mommy time all week. Tonight it's just me and him. Can't wait.

As far as my marriage is concerned, I've made mistakes in the past, and I'm working at not repeating them again. Wednesday night I said a lot of things that were very much like the old me. My husband can think what he wants. I know I'm not the same woman I was just a short 6 months ago. I'm going to slip, yes. {OK, so it was a big landslide.} It's a matter of how quickly I can make an amends and get back on track that counts. Hopefully someday Matt can forgive me for who I used to be. I need to be sure I am forgiving him for the last 6 months. If we both can do those things, we have a shot at having a decent relationship. Maybe even a decent marriage. For now, back to focusing on me and taking great care of our talented little drummer. I'm looking forward to a fun quiet weekend. ;)