Counseling session with Matt yesterday = not such a great day today. I have no words to tell you what I'm feeling or going thru. I can't think today. I cannot write today. I cannot talk today. The blood has drained from my face.

I hope that if you are married, you do what you can to make that marriage a priority in your life. I will tell you, losing what I had is really thee most difficult thing I've ever had to walk thru. Knowing how it will affect my son tears me up as well.

It's not over yet. But on a scale of one to ten, with ten being a date with my husband, we are at a two right now. He flat out told me he does not want this marriage. Today.

How do folks get thru these things?